i've finally finish the whole American Pie series. From 1 - 6. Really good, i mean if you interested in relationships and SEX that is. or at least find it amusing.
i did my MT oral 2 day back, i zao sia-ed as in i had those puberty high pitched voice thing. i totally laughed at myself while the examiners were dead serious. man, answering their question while laughing is one hard piece a shit. i am so screwed for that.

i getting kinda sick these days, since the week started a lot of mucus and shit like that. i've been cursing a lot these days too, probably 'cus of American Pie. fuck here and there. yeah.
i spit in class today, cus my mucus was blocking my windpipe, Nabilah and Lemon almost puked watching me spit, I ALREADY TOLD THEM NOT TO LOOK!

didn't eat the whole day so i'm starving.
Plans:

• Friday: School, Movie: Wanted.
• Saturday: Tuition, New City Training.
• Sunday: most probably get myself to study
• Monday: YOUTH DAY! Holiday, out to eat at RAMEN TEN TM at 12pm

Don't really care anymore, there's a probability that we're all gonna die in August anyway. i wanna do what i want to do. Else, i might be dead by then.

SINGAPORE PIE: NAKED STAIRCASE!!!

My Os are coming and i've been very lazy these days.
i told myself to pull my socks up and study hard since last week, still no improvement. MT oral's on Wednesday gonna fcuking study the steps to doing conversations tmr.

i finally managed to catch Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe - 100th Episode special. it was not bad.
I WANNA GET MY AMATHS CLEARED BY TONIGHT NO MORE LAZINESS!!!

took my gay ezlink photo today, had to retake it twice.
first, the aunty was like:" eh, smile lah! ".
me:" don't wan lah!"
*flash*
aunty:" lai, take one more, this one must smile! "
me:" ehhh.... orh, ok lor =D "
*flash*
aunty:" aiya, your specs reflect the flash cannot see clearly, take out and take. "
me:" don't wan lah, like that where got nice?! "
aunty:" if not got reflection cannot accept wan. "
me:" aiya... ok lor. "
aunty:" SMILE! "
*flash*
aunty:" SEE NOT BAD WHAT! "
me:" uhh, aiya can lah. "
believe it or not, 8 pieces of my face was only $6. friggin' cheap man. okay, that was for the "photo-shoot"

Slept in the afternoon till 5 when Mathew called me, and asked me out for bowling. So, okay lor. Me, Mathew and Jerry went to E!Hub to play, saw Christopher there with his coach, btw, his throws are awesome. I took Weiyang's NeBo card so it'll be cheaper.
played 4 games.
1st game: kns, 60+ pts
2nd game: got "huiling", 91 pts
3rd game: ON FIRE, 143 pts
4th game: tio extinguish ;P , 132 pts with front scores of 20, 40, 60, 73. shiok right?!
Went home, makan and now i'm here.
Tmr, another basketball friendly with Christopher's team, never played with them before but it'll be of good experience.
New City ftw.!

I told you bro. RED PANTS DOES NOT MATCH WITH BLACK BELT and you insist they are the best combination.

in the end, he changed to a pair of jeans. dumb dick. i just learnt how to whip someone with a belt from him, tried it on the bed. HOO! you don't wanna be there.
he thinks following trends is good. like wtf, pai kias spoil the fcuking trends so why bother wearing them. Skinnies were all so damn good looking till posers came to know about them and started wearing them whereever they went. losers.

anyw, today's thursday and i gotta make my I/C photo by tmr and make a new ezlink card on Saturday. hope it'll look good =) HOPE. can't stop listening to The GazettE. it's really kewl.

I AM SUCH A DICK. going home from school today around 4? i went in my lift, pressed 6 and close door. then i heard footsteps and i looked up. i saw a girl in blue blouse, dark blue skirt. uniform. i was like =C my jaws kinda dropped. as the door closed she just stood there, she never even pressed the lift button as the doors closed. i was kinda stunned so i forgot to press the open door button =S omg lah. AS THE DOORS CLOSED IT WAS LIKE A FREAKING MOVIE!!! OMGOOOSSSSHHHHH.

my dad's being an idiot to me, i left the laptop on for 30 mins + cus i was using it just now and i left it for my mum to use when she gets out of the toilet. he scolds me like fuck. saying should just leave it to hibernate! i told him to read up hibernate does nothing good to your com and he goes:" DON'T MAKE ME TAKE BACK THE LAPTOP AR!! " fuck.

We all know Avenged Sevenfold or A7X. The awesome Metal/Rock band from Huntington Beach California. they produce good and original tunes. M. Shadows, the lead singer. Synyster Gates, the lead guitarist, one fucking awesome shredder.Zacky Vengeance, left-handed guitarist who plays right-handed guitars by filpping them upside down and playing them upside down.Johnny Christ, bassist _. Don't even get me started with The Rev. my idol. that fucked up drummer with his awesome skills in double basses, unique drum beats and loadsa shit like that.

UNFORTUNATELY, just 2 days back i got fucking pissed at some poser pai kias trying to be cool by listening to A7X - Afterlife. if these people listen to A7X then listening to A7X is kind of a disgrace. A7X is friggin' awesome but these people just make them sound like shit. So, i've decided to move on to another band. A japanese band that plays rock/indie rock.

The GazettE

i'm still in the process of familiarising myself with them. They got an AWESOME bassist, a cool drummer, a sort of gay(adverb.) guitarist, a crazy guitarist and an awesome singer. They sing A LITTLE screamo, indie. SO THIS WOULD ASURE ME THAT NO PAI KIA WOULD DISGRACE THEIR MUSIC.

though, pai kias listen to A7X, they only listen to their Self-titled Album. therefore, i will never listen to their self-titled album except for dear god and 1 or 2 more. but i will search for their previous albums, Sounding the 7th Trumpet, Waking the Fallen, City of Evil. _ A7X, The GazettE.

__ posers.

My sis' back from China!
and she gots herself a boyfriend leh! ^^

she's like friggin' awesome lah, go China bought so many stuff for me =D

she bought me, you can say also, and my brother ( 'cus we share clothes)

• Adidas Jacket --> sexy lo.
• 2 Adidas Sportswear - shirt
• Babymilo shirt -> w/e that brand is =S
• Parcoxchange shirt
• A hongky-like shirt
• Fashion cool shirt with a big GUINESS on it.
• 2 Levi's Wallet -> you can really smell the leather
• 2 Calvin Klein Belts

AWESOME EH?!

HOMEWORK!

A maths, Physics & Chemistry all not done

A maths i'm not sure how to solve some, at least i tried.
Physics i lost the worksheet =P
Chemistry TYS not started.

i've been slacking this month but i am 90% sure i'll study and work hard from tomorrow; MONDAY, 23rd June 2008. till my Os i'll be VERY hard working.

eat eat eat eat eat, shiok only
tired, sleep sleep sleep.

oh btw. homework not done yet =) i am so screwed =P
got the 'highest last night, almsot drunk but control.
picutures post ltr. bye!

sweet sweet procrastination.

homework totally not done. i want to talk, just keep talking. i never want to stop. talking is a lotta fun you should know. talk to the people i love till i die peacefully won't that be just great?

yup, anyway, _ this is a symbol of rockstar-ship. in case you don't know, it looks like this:

my drawing's improved right? =) my ambition is to leave an impression on people's lifes and make them feel a part of something, else, why do we live?

SELF - INTRODUCTION

hey there. yeah you, the few people who actually want to read my dear journal. whoever you are, you've only known me for maybe less than 4 years. i am 16 years old now, you've missed 12 years of my life. and so i've missed 12 of yours, or maybe more.

i must say, my life is not complete, well... i'm only 16 what do you expect?
there are people i want to meet real badly, some overseas and some so near but yet so far.
there are things i want to do, things that are worth dreaming of.
but, all these things, every single bit of them are what i'd be willing to let go, be it for family or for friend. these people make up little parts of my life TOTALLY HUGE.

i feel i've wasted, all the opportunities i've had to say a special thank you to them. So, if it means something, thank you.

my name is mel yap ming yang. some call me melly, some call me mella, some call me bird bird. they mean something to me, melly: this name was made by Soleil, childhood friend =), mella: this name was by Ms Farhana/1e1, now used by SLs, birdbird: self-created. used by basthian at times. they may be dumb shit names but they mean something.

my age's 16.born 12 of February 1992A.D., therefore, my email has 1202 in it, if you haven't noticed. my family's called the Yap Family, make fun of it for all i care. yap yap yap, yup yup yup. yeah i get it sometimes, but still this experience leaves a mark on my life. it plays a part.

my friends mean the world to me. down right to the last one. like i've said they play a major part in my life. so, if i were to see anyone go...how i wish, i would be with that someone.

my emotions, they don't show. the only ones that show are emoish and mostly joy and delight. anger, i've drawn a line.

anyway, what i've plan for my future, is to not take friends for granted and give them a mark on their lifes to remember me by like they have to me. i will never forget them, =/ logically i will but hopefully not.

hey, you. i want to thank you for reading my dear journal. at least it's nice to have someone understand you right? this journal is meant to be sorta, private 'cus i don't want to be famous, i don't want to infamous. i just want you to know me =)

and by the way. LAKERS ARE SOOOO GONNA PWN CELTICS IN TMR'S GAME 6.
the dearest, you all are. yeah ^^

whoa, shag man.

tmr's free. i've got nothing on. probably going to mathew's place watch NBA Finals Game 6.
I AM GONNA START ON MY HOMEWORK AND FINISH THEM BY TOMORROW.

yes i am... heheheheh.... *faints*

tmr night drinking session... shiok. om om chuckie chuckie

i just realised that i gots tuition tmr. @ 10. omg. luckily there's no homework =D.

the talk of a lifetime.
words. sweet sweet words.
the simplest of "uhhs" shows effort in wanting to talk.
comprendes?

after having the match, went home and kinda lazed around till 7.30. went down to timepark meet up with mathew and jelli. 7.45 we left for 444, kengirl 8pm call say go back tp __. so we went back. weiyang joined, ong eh joined. went to tampines central, WE WALKED THERE by the fucking canal. passed by a basketball court that we would owned in the future. the rim's friggin' high man can't touch it >.<

btw, THE WEATHER IS FUCKING HOT RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!

anyway, after dinner headed to 425 and sat down talk cork, weiyang left early and we started talking about drinking. then, i realised that they had 2 sessions w/o me SIAN BODOH. so the next session is gonna be on wednesday night, i can't fucking wait. learnt how to play om om chuckie, 7-up -> their way WOOO can't wait

i wish to get drunk babeh! PUKE MY LUNGS OUT MUAHAHAHAH who cares anyway, i'm gonna die early =D but i'll die a peaceful death, i know, at least i hope so.

today's word of the day, GAIN SONG. gain happiness... like fun only...

later at 9am, to mathew's house watch nba. then gonna go shopping for snacks at sheng siong, relaxing day tmr ^ ^ i'm already missing ALL OF MY FUCKED UP FRIENDS when it has only been 3 days D=

I HAVE NOT DONE ANY HOMEWORK BY THE WAY, I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF

sweet trashing today.

25 : 71

ownage =D, man! i got sooo many rebounds so damn shiok. i only scored 2 pts but who cares?! we won!

pain

you know the song: i knew i loved you by savage garden?

you may think how the fuck is that possible but i feel that it's true

i have a price tag of $0.00 any grabbers?

i wanna talk to someone =/ i have heart aches, i do not know why. sick? or just screwed up?

lets not have any shit bring me down. anyway, tmr i got a basketball match. 1.30pm timepark. man. postbox... where are you?

The Week Of 9th June - 13th June:

Monday:

Lazed around the whole damn afternoon and went bouleng later at night, played 2 games @ $4.50/game. Learnt how to curl the boulend boul w/ 2 fingers; straight, curl; macam pro ^ ^

Tuesday:

LAZE THE SHITBAG ON THE CHAIR, no sense right? you get the point.

Wednesday:

Went bouleng again, kept trying my curls, played from 1.30 - 3.20, went late for Sakae Sushi buffet. I TOTALLY DIDN'T KNOW HUAN NI WAS COMING. So glad she came, it was fun, tummy-turning due to the fucking natto sushi i was dared to eat, it tasted like coffee yet there's a pungent shithole smell. PUKED OUT THE WHOLE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. After the Sakae buffet, we went to Sharifah's place to catch a movie, The Messengers & Vegas happens or smth like that. WE ALL HAD FUN, i believe. Reached home at 11.40pm. It's not everyday we get to do this. SO, of course it was fun =D

Thursday:

Lazed at home, did nothing much but chat on MSN, didn't know how a friend of mine can have such a deceiving smile. I'll study that smile and get to know the real one =) bet you know who you are.

Friday, The 13th:

Had an appointment for bowling at 3.30pm, went there at 3.45 =P. THE WAITING LIST WAS FUCKING LONG. This bunch of people from Nestle, booked like a fucking 8 lanes and they could play as many games as they want. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. Me, Bas, KH, Pow, Nick, Viszh, Huan Ni went. only huan ni didn't play but just sat and watch. After that, went to eat at kopitiam, walk somewhere, went arcade, huan ni went home, play arcade, went home and here i am. blogging.

yeah. i gotta take pictures some time, the only one's me 'digging' my nose, IT WAS ITCHY

O.O did this for 2 hrs

fuck lah, my moodswings go on for at least 3 fucked up days. fuck that man

rusk24/cloud9/violeNaievety w/ Miss Lui

all the best for your future Miss Lui! picture courtesy of Shi Xian

she's leaving us for TKSS, who cares where's that =/ she's one of the best teachers ard man :(

i'm having weird dreams these days about people.

i dreamt about meeting Soleil in an awkward way. Up a staircase somewhere i was with someone, heard my name in a tone of surprise. i thought it was an emergency or something but i saw Soleil! i have no idea why i pushed my ass at her O.O she beat me up, and i woke up. what the hell...

another one was having a camp and i saw Rachel! this was only 2 nights back. My SL's were in the picture too. we were pitching a tent that was off shore =S wtf

i know i know... artistic talents =D weird eh? the blue parts water =)

went to play basketball in the morning with, kamhim, basthian, nekesh & viszhnu

viszhnu's the tall black dude, nekesh's the short black dude =D joke joke! they know, i do that everyday, yet they are those i've known for more than 10 yrs

drawing pictures is fun =D now eating curry puffs, awesome old chang kee

yum yum, my drawings are so good that they look REAL!!! WOW.

i just wanna know, if i die, would anyone actually notice? will you?

jamming today, after a rough day in school.

i'm gonna work hard you know.
somehow i've got the motivation to do so.
afterall, that's life, you study, you work, you love, you die. so why not live it all to the fullest?

well, screw that, i've been enjoying my time around these spaces. 2 days back, went to Sentosa with some student leaders. oh btw. i want to clarify. if i were to ask you a question, wanna go out? can you say that you don't know? what kinda screwed up answer is that? wtf?

besides the point. Me, Syafiq, Amos. you will never see an SL outing without us. together with, Lemon, Sharifah, Jannah, Nabilah, Esther, Yiling, Brandon, Stanley and Shuyi were the most steady ones who went with us. i had to admit i was pretty surprised that Esther turned up despite some.... things. glad she could come =) .went to vivo for our lunch and we just had to take this pic.

in case you do not know that's Amos, facing the camera. and that's me! screwing Amos =P using Stanley's high-class camera. had great fun that day, the pictures at sentosa will come soon enough. Treated those up for dinner, topped-up* for them. all in all, we all had great fun talking about first kisses, of course mine's still up for grabs. HAHA =).

alright now on today. JAMMING! 2 hours straight, after my NYAA - Nation Youth Achievement Award checking. had to take a picture for my NYAA so, here's my cork face. Thanks Leemay!

Lethargic

that's how i feel right now, with some twisty-like biscuits, a tic-tac with 2 left... not intending to eat them they kinda make me think about somethings.

Fcuking mothertongue books in front of me. damn giddy now lah. i'mma go for a jog.
yeah think that's what i need.

Jamming

School was okay, nothing much. Highlight of the day was doing jamming at Ebenex Studios ^^

First, we went to a mall in Katong, didn't really liked the place. Since Ebenex was near, and also free from ~5-6pm, my first jamming session went in session. Drum set was so sexy, Amps were all so pretty. Wow.

So jamming went on, tried out the drums there. THEY WERE AWESOME!! Didn't know i can play quite well for a beginner, with my eyes closed =D hahaha. i know, weird. We tried composing a song for Miss Lui who will be leaving us soon D= It went damn well. So shiok lah =D
What's even better was that we had a super cold drink after that and waffle with ice-cream. AWESOME!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow's gonna be Pro-IDEAS Day in school and most probably Mass Clean-Up in classrooms. as usual __. If there's not gonna be any MT tmr, i ain't going to school. Go JAMMING INSTEAD =D. We're doing a good thing here, thinking about others before ourselves ;P

MT, WHO CARES hahahhahaa!

No sweat

AT LAST! i broke some sweat. the feeling is just great man =D WOOHOO!!

MT teacher didn't come today so it was a free hour, a boring one actually, so just decided to head to Liu Yan's class and join them. And it's so friggin' unbelievable that i did QUITE well for my Sem. 1

• English - kinda bad though, ~56-60 C6
• Elementary Maths - 83.5% Overall A1
• Additional Maths - FAIL but the scores are yet to be known.
• Social Studies - Topped the class at 44/50
• Geography - Owed Basthian $5 'cus i made a bet to beat his marks. he got 40 i got 37/5
• Physics - Not bad. A solid 70. A2
• Chemistry - yet to be known.

Oh yeah, and Mdm Quek loves her son so much that she had to compare him to the class.

Mdm Quek: When i took a look at your results, i was very disappointed. I photocopied the question paper and showed it to my son to ask him if it was difficult. My son said, " SO EASY "

This is the part when pissed us off.

Mdm Quek: Look at my son, he is so diligent. I did not ask for him to be diligent but he cared for his studies. Look at his textbook, it's so dirty. I wanted to bring it down today but i forgot.

If you were me or anyone in my class obviously you'll feel pissed right?

Besides all of this i actually went jogging today after 2 months of being a couch. The feeling is so shiok lah =D. Well, off to dinner now.

Screw MT =)

True enough today sucked.

I'm gonna have mock exams for the rest of the week. dumb Os. Beston kept sleeping during the paper, and burp spasms filled the class =D.
I just woke up so kinda blur right about now. Received a msg asking me to meet at the foyer at 1.30pm 'cus i'm going for Mt. Kinabalu Climb =) kinda ambitious eh? This is only my first climb and it'll be the highest mountain in all of S.E.A. It's either i'm dumb, or just too adventurous ;)

Got a map on China today, in our National Geography. There was a dick inside. Seriously. Anyway, besides that, it was such a relieve to find that Sichuan is far away from Shenzhen where my sister is having her internship.

I ATE CHEE CHEONG FUN TODAY. SHIOK MAN =D finally! YEAH! WOOHOO! =D

Oh well, off to studying my MT vocabs. Wish me luck man.

Video of the weak definitely has to be Soulja Boy Ft. Travis Barker Crank Dat Remix.
Drum Lovers



That rainbow thing on msn, first you said it was to help people in China. Now, it's a hack. wow. __
One more thing, if i say:
HEY! The people in Myanmar needs help! And a company in Singapore is willing to give a dollar to the people in Myanmar if you put a birthday emoticon on your nick name! WOW!
Everyone would do so, gullible, stupid or plain thoughtful?

Re-Birth

Rebirth of my blog. It's been months since this diary of mine is active.

It's about 10:15 right about now. Supposed to be studying for my MT spelling tmr. 5 pages of words, HOO! I've done only a quarter of a page and i'm already lazing around.

So, what's up today?

Went to Tampines round market, ate some kway chap ^^ Bought some stuff, headed home.

Yeah, so that's it for today.

I've got a lot of things up my head. There're regrets, disappointments, hopes, wishes and thinking about what it'll be like tmr and those kinda emo thinkings. Unsure how to express it. Anyway, i'll come back tmr and blog about my life and the day's happenings.

Tomorrow's gonna suck, real bad.
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! DUDU, DUDU DUDU DUDU!